Reality is Depressing

Yeah, I knew it was coming soon and I really, really thought I was ready...but now I'm not so sure. I've spent all week here in MH helping my mom sell and take some of her stuff up to her home and I've been okay. But tonight hubby gave me the date of July 6 as the day he has to be in Batesville...OMG...I'm NOT ready! I want my dogs, cats and birds here with me!!!! And I just don't see how we can bring them over yet when everything is in such a disorder...ceiling has to be replaced painting done and we don't even have a bed to sleep in yet. I think this is only second to the overwhelming feeling I had when we moved back to AR from GA and left Lance and Chris there in GA. I really could just sit down and cry... So if you come by please bring kleenex!! So anyone involved in this ordeal reading this I'm sorry...I'm not out to hurt feelings...this is my own battle with myself. I am happy to be moving close to family I just have to wrap my head around everything else going on and deal with everything that needs to be done. I don't think it's odd for me to be feeling overwhelmed at a time like this. I'm going to miss my boys even though I can visit them a lot....they won't be with me daily...even though it's a bit much at times. I'm a mother hen who doesn't like my chicks out of the nest...and yes I do remember how old they are. But they're my babies...